I wasn’t able to hang on anymore. I haven’t eaten anything for a day, just poured myself a big bottle of red wine. Now, I only wanted to find myself a bed and lie down, like a corpse. However, I was still working. So, I took a rest in the lobby and wrapped myself in a suit that was snatched away with a difficulty. The outcome was mama-san once again menacingly kicked the door open and came in. Seeing me sprawled like a pile of mud and covered by the smell of an alcohol, she had no other option as to leave while swearing.

I shed off depression I felt just a moment ago. To confirm my hypothesis, I have once again leaned against the wall like a lizard and with difficulty crawled for few meters to stand beside him with my eyes wide-opened.

Clearly it wasn’t  Deng Long. Compared to him, he was more worth seeing.

He was as handsome as his suit.

At the present my heart was like a dead ash. I just wanted to find a wall to end my miserable life. Yet, a gorgeously dressed Lilisha opposite me was still immersed in joy of wounding my feelings. Her bright red lips did not cease talking as if she was enjoying seeing me so distracted.