I gritted my teeth. Not wanting to waste time, I directly opened my mouth and spoke: “Could you help me to find where is Deng Long now?”

“Martin?” He was slightly taken aback. His voice was deep and low, “Can I ask why?”

I was silent for a moment. Not wanting to beat around the bush, I replied, “He took my boyfriend away……”

He was silent.

I looked at Dongzi’s slim and amiable small physique. I complained endlessly in my heart. Apparently, there was a big likelihood that Deng Long was after this little physique. I didn’t complete the mission. On the contrary, old Tan’s unintentional move enabled us who were behind bolt and bar¹ to find a glean hope of survival. However, where’s a gain there must be also a loss. At the present, I’m putting Dongzi’s chrysanthemum at stake and it isn’t like there aren’t any rapes within gay circle of rich people who were relying on their fat wallets.  What’s more, Dongzi is not as quick-witted as me. Should I use this thread or not²? 

As a result, the current situation was: The me, who have been thrown aside and unable to insert a word from the beginning, seemed to have fallen into some trap – waiting like a monkey locked in zoo to be beaten by people. Isn’t it just like a zoo? Deng Long and Su Jing Wei were sitting opposite me, happily waiting for me to be abused.

The more I thought the more angry I got. This Dongzi really couldn’t do his task at all. I warned him to not reveal my background. How come he let that Kang something know my real name. It’s the undercover agent’s big taboo. Old Tan truly sent me a rookie to add me troubles. He even went so far as to leak out my telephone number.

I wasn’t able to hang on anymore. I haven’t eaten anything for a day, just poured myself a big bottle of red wine. Now, I only wanted to find myself a bed and lie down, like a corpse. However, I was still working. So, I took a rest in the lobby and wrapped myself in a suit that was snatched away with a difficulty. The outcome was mama-san once again menacingly kicked the door open and came in. Seeing me sprawled like a pile of mud and covered by the smell of an alcohol, she had no other option as to leave while swearing.

I shed off depression I felt just a moment ago. To confirm my hypothesis, I have once again leaned against the wall like a lizard and with difficulty crawled for few meters to stand beside him with my eyes wide-opened.

Clearly it wasn’t  Deng Long. Compared to him, he was more worth seeing.

He was as handsome as his suit.

At the present my heart was like a dead ash. I just wanted to find a wall to end my miserable life. Yet, a gorgeously dressed Lilisha opposite me was still immersed in joy of wounding my feelings. Her bright red lips did not cease talking as if she was enjoying seeing me so distracted.